{ Even if the world said Stop and giving you the word enough, I will tell you to Run }

//July 09, 2009//

People said much about suffering. And the way that they wouldn't want anyone they love to be suffered. Yeah, well. Pretty much everyone I know said that. How they doesn't want to see his girlfriend suffer from a long walk, a heavy burden, or simply a responsibility. So, what is it all about? And what do you know about suffering?

If you suffered then you're not getting your happiness. If you love someone, then you must not see him/her suffer. Is that some kind of a right thing to do or just an egoist thing to do? Then again, God never give us a test, more than we can accept it. Pretty much hanging to it, I believe that suffering doesn’t always end up in pain, or nightmares. Sometimes, it will end up with happiness. You just have to bring that much more in your thought. If you just don't want to see your loved one suffered, who knows that him/her just missing some greatest lesson in his/her life? Who knows that kind of suffering will bring you much more happiness than you already have? You just don't know and how dare you talking about happiness if you're not at least try it and finish it till the end.

Then again, No Sacrifice, No Victory. How much people believe in the phrase these days? Life is hard, people. You just don’t sit around and make others happy. Even Donald Trump struggle to gain his spot right now. So, believe me, dear. Even if the world said ‘Stop’ and giving you the word enough, I will tell you to ‘Run’. I know you’ll suffer a lot more. But believe me, I’ll stay. This is path that one should go and there’s no turning back. This is the path that someday, maybe, the loveliest path you have walked on. You just never know, until you get to the end of the path. And until that time, let me accompany you. Let’s laugh at the end, together.

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{ Foreground. Background. }

//July 08, 2009//

I don't like being on the spotlight, I would never have the talent for it. That's why I always stand behind the stage. I choose it, and I don't regret it. I love where I'm standing at. Helping people to stand on spotlight, hanging my life for them. I don't know, it's nature.

But, I don't know if people really understand the word 'back-up'. If people said "Back Me Up", I'll do it. If people said "Back Him Up", I'll do it. If people said "Back her up", I'll do it. Then again, nobody stand to back me up. It's kinda pathetic, it feels lonely. Yeah, I know I'm not the kindest, the funniest, the loveliest, etc. Yeah, it just sad, sometimes.

Tired? Maybe. But I don't give a damn. Tomorrow is another day. It's just too precious to waste it by complaining. I'll back you all up, even when you always said bad things about me, or not like me, or not back me up, I don't care. It's nature, then again.

Cheers :)

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{ To the Dancing Floor }

//June 29, 2009//

One day to go, baby.

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