{ For those who believe that they’re fighting alone to deal with the hard life they live on }

//July 11, 2008//

People always talk about pain. And how hard they must pay to get through their life. But how many of you count the word that you’re thankful for every single step you had in life, or every single breath you enjoy ever day? What really matters is us, always us. And that just the basic proof why people is called selfish.

Saya pernah nonton kartun tentang pemain sepak bola SMP waktu dulu (bukan Kapten Tsubasa pastinya), saya lupa judulnya. Saya sangat ingat satu adegan di mana seorang pemilik warung sake menasehati si pelatih sepak bola yang hampir mabuk. Si pemilik warung bilang, “Ya, Pak pelatih. Tuhan tidak akan pernah memberikan kita cobaan lebih daripada apa yang bisa seorang manusia tanggung.”

See? God is too kind to us, why we can’t be kind to Him? Believe it, God gives you the best, you only need time to realize it. When you see a path that you walked on, and don’t see where the path will take you, or how you hate the path you taken, face it! You’re the one who walk on it, you chose the path, by your own self. There’s no one responsible for it. No one, even the person you always thought responsible. When you chose something, deal with it! You CAN say a big NO to it, the problem happened when you don't say it (for every reason you had). But when you already say YES, there’s a big cross on the word REGRET. Regretting is only written on the fool’s dictionary. Because, wheater you’re whining, or crying, or doing anything you thought is pain, it is useless. You are the person you chose to be.

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{ I Can’t Do This All On My Own Beacuse I’m No Superman }

//July 10, 2008//

Having big things given to you, like having a heavy solid steel stitched to your own skin. You walk and breathe with it, every day. But when those things linked to many people you care so much and knowing that you once again fulfill what you thought your impossible dreams, it feels incredible. Giving the best you got, to people that believing you with those tasks, that’s what is called responsibility. If I’m talking about responsibility, obviously, you are the one responsible with it. You are the only reason why I’m still sticking the dream.

And I still can’t believe that I am actually walking on it. I’ve been broken many, but this time, the vow remains alive. The only thing that I can give, to the loveliest person I know, for my entire life. The one who finish the line with me, who walk beside me, who share the same laugh, and enjoying the best of time, as one.

‘Hey, saya pimpro wisuda. Dan kamu sedang di-wisuda.’

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{ is it right, is it not? }

//April 03, 2008//

Life is a matter of choice. I chose one, and I'm happy because of that. I don't know where this road will take me. But,here I am again. To face the world, and trying to take the best of it.

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{ Refreshing The Life }

//March 21, 2008//

"Dear Queen, where do you send her?"
"To a place where there are no happily ever after."

Yep, I just saw Enchanted. Menyenangkan! Serasa kembali ke zaman indah di mana saya menonton Aladin dan Beauty and The Beast lewat VHS berulang-ulang. Cheesy, unlogical, but it's still wonderful. Walt Disney kembali memberikan sentuhan klasik di film keluarganya, dan walaupun patternnya selalu sama, film ini tetap terasa magical. Dan entah kenapa, kali ini, saya nggak bisa nebak endingnya dari awal. Dan yah.. kartun 2-Dnya justru membuat saya kembali bernostalgia. Banyak adegan ala Snow White, Cinderella, bahkan King Kong? Menarik, bagaimana Giselle bercerita bahwa sebenarnya Little Red Riding Hoodlah yang mengejar the poor wolf dengan kampak ketika ia sedang main ke rumah neneknya. Akting Amy Adams sangat memukau, dan saya hampir percaya dia itu benar-benar putri negeri dongeng.

Yah, kembali menyadarkan saya, life can be /that/ good.

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{ On March, 20 }

//March 20, 2008//

You spell it right, baby. H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! And welcome to hell that awaits at next week.

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